Note to self: find some time to look up the definition of friend. I’m having a hard time understanding that persons duties.

Sworn into secrecy

My happiness can not be displayed openly for it will tarnish her. I was not told that I couldn’t do so,I just knew.

I’ve joined the group without being initiated. I wasn’t told there was a group of secrecy, I just knew there was one secretly.

I didn’t ask to be a secret. I don’t want to feel like I’m outside looking within. I didn’t ask to be the one hiding in the shadow. No one said I was, I just knew.

She’s right you know. I’ll never fit in. She didn’t have to say it out loud, I just knew I wouldn’t fit in.

I must admit my anxiety gets the best of me

It’s when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh. It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know “This is love.”
And we clutch that picture to our hearts because we expect each other to always be the people in that picture. But people change. People aren’t pictures. And you can either take a new picture or throw the old one away.
― Iain Thomas - I Wrote This For You (via psych-facts)
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